care for you

Today is all about finding your center. What do I mean by this? Well it is easy. Go away of the world for a while, black out from social media and reflect on how far you have gone, on both the crappy the good decisions. Find out if the younger you would be proud of the person turned into.

It is weird how big the world seems when you are being you and not trying to please anyone. How much happier  you feel  when  you sort out your shit, removing the unnecessary shit that had been tiring you and then reflecting back on your life just to mend it.

Personally I firmly believe no one will know you better you know yourself thus no one knows what will do you good; emotionally than yourself that is why I am telling you to sort your shit outside the normal realm of your operations. Quite your crappy work for a day and think ALONE. NO FRIENDS. NO INSTA. NO NOTHING just you and your brain and if your Christian with your God.

.I want you to think about these things:

1.     1. First of all how invested are you into other people’s that is stopping you to build your own happiness. Sometimes we are so invested into making other people lives 100 that we forget that we aren’t fuckin living for them. We are so invested into making their dreams a reality that we are putting ours on pause for their ass. If you see this I would request that you stop because at the end of the day we all end up dead and if life flashes before our eyes before we die make sure it is worth re-watching like fast and furious.

2.    2. How much is you relying on others to be happy. Well this one is complicated because we all rely on one someone to be happy. Well one day will smith said a person can make you laugh and smile but is up to you to give him the power to make you happy. Cause happiness is deeper than laughs and smiles. So here is what I want you to do evaluate the people you gave the power to make you happy. If they actually make you happy keep them, if they don’t and you actually can’t find any good reason to grant them that power then take it back. After you have evaluated others. Ask yourself how happy you make yourself. How comfortable are you with yourself then work on that. At end if you can’t make yourself smile, no one will.

3.      3. Finally I ask you to let go. NOTHING IN THIS WORLD IS PERMANENT; the only thing that is permanent is the power you give to thing. The things that hold you back, the memories that cause you pain and the regrets you have. All those will affect you the time you hold on to them. So plz do yourself a favor, matter of fact do yourself the biggest favor. Forgive yourself and others and move on. Let the wounds heal and start leaving again.